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Thursday, December 22, 2005

Remembering the Holidays





I was raised in a traditional home by both of my parents who are still married almost 50 years. My older sister and I never really had to want for much growing up. Both of my parents always worked hard and did the best they could to make life good.

Most of the memories I have from my childhood are good ones. Except for those I had around the time when I was about 5 years old. I was such a worrier and diagnosed with stomach ulcers. Yep, worried about everything. I do remember at Christmas time for many years worrying whether or not Santa would come to visit us. Especially the first year Dad didn't put Christmas lights up on our house. I just knew Santa wouldn't find it. I spent the entire night throwing up, worried and crying. Looking back, I still don't know how Santa was able to leave our presents under the tree those long Christmas Eve's. But Mr. and Mrs. Clause always seemed to come through with flying colors and make Christmas morning magical for my sister and I.

Family always played a big part of our Holidays,,,, spent with Grandparents and cousins on both sides of the family. There was always lots of love, laughter, good food and great conversation to go around.

I'm thankful for the wonderful memories all the Holidays spent with family left me with. Unfortunately Holidays change, families and traditions change as the years pass. Daily lives keep us busy and miles separate us from our families.

Now that I'm married (going on 19 years), and have two children of my own, I marvel at their excitment. I'm grateful for each and every day spent with my family and hope my my children will one day look back on the Holidays and be left with lots of happy and heartfelt memories too.

I'm not a religious person, but consider myself a spiritual one. We don't go to church and only did occasionally when I was growing up. But I do believe in God and prayer and hope that he will Bless all of my family and friends. As well as those who've not been fortunate enough in their lives to know what a Happy Holiday and Merry Christmas are. Love & Peace to all. :o)